Good afternoon, Sir.
Today I find myself stuck between conflicting desires. On the one hand, I love the freedom to explore my own relationships, and design my own life. But this can get so overwhelming. There are moments where I wish someone would just tell me what to do. Oddly enough, this is being mirrored in my professional life right now. Perhaps that's why I'm so very aware of it right now.
I feel like I'm stuck between two extremes. And a part of me, maybe not the healthiest part, is struggling to live with the dichotomy. I know I'm meant to live like this, I've always been more comfortable with variety, with flexibility. But it gets exhausting sometimes. I'm feeling a little burnt out, not by our relationship, but just by life in general. I'm looking forward to seeing you this weekend, Sir. I'm hoping it will help me feel more secure and rested.
I love you, Sir.
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