Role play

Good evening, Sir.

I had some other thoughts about the suggested role play.

I'm ok with you using a knife, as long as I don't actually get cut. I'm ok with you creating cutting-like sensations if you'd like, but no blood.

I'm ok with you cutting off or otherwise destroying my clothing, as long as I know what day it's happening, so I can choose what to wear.

I'm ok with being gagged and blindfolded. If I'm gagged or otherwise can't speak, I will snap my fingers or tap your body as my safe word. One tap/snap is yellow. Stop and check in. I'll nod when I'm ready to continue. Repeated taps or snaps is red. If is red, free my hands and anything I won't be able to get out of on my own, then back away. Otherwise normal safe words apply.

I'm ok with water play. I had said not in my face, but I'm thinking further I'm actually ok with you asking for that. I'm just nervous because I'm not sure I can do it. But if I can't, we can go with that. I'd probably refuse in that situation, anyway. Might make it more realistic if I can't or won't.

I'm ok with you tying me up and leaving me alone in a room for up to 15 minutes. 

I'm ok with anything we've already done together. I will struggle and scream, but will try not to actually incapacitate you, or alarm the neighbors. I will genuinely try to get away from you.

Aftercare will involve snuggles, maybe alone time, probably a shower, and definitely ice cream (preferable homemade). I know you take time to process things, and I do too. But I will want to get some feedback from you as soon as you have it. I'd prefer not to have to ask, and just have you tell me. I may feel a little anxious about how you reacted to everything, and any little bit you can give me will help with that.

I'd prefer we schedule this on maybe a Friday or Saturday, so I don't have to worry about getting up for work the next day. I may want to be excused from chores and other responsibilities for a while after. I have no idea how much this will take out of me. I'd prefer to assume alot, though probably only a medium amount.

I love you, Sir. I'm excited. Also nervous.